What can you do if you have this pressure to hand over? .. (bulimia) ..
write to you all the negative aspects and always look at this piece of paper and call you in the conscience that it is not healthy. But by no means, this note may cause you to somehow over again.
I'm very sorry for me! What you can do is going to a psychologist or therapist. Speech with a confidant about it.
I wish you all the best and you pack that!
I do not know myself so well with bulimia, but if the cause is a subconscious disorder, then hypnosis should be able to help you.
Had itself Problem I could heal with self-hypnosis.
MCP tablets / drops and pantoprazole.