Should I ruin my life and accept that I have a J
Jungfrau stay and start with Escape from Tarkov?
You can not give up. You can not put the goal. I have to have sex now to no longer be a virgin. Or I need a girlfriend .. the worst thing you can do. It happened to me with a party. Therefore, seeking or hoping is always stupid :)
I already see the future is planned, so yes.
If you already like that Bad that you do not get a woman, EFT is a way too heavy game for you.